CUDDLR

[violaceousviolence]

Helena Bertinelli Starling city girl, loves motorbikes, martial arts, good food, good music. With the right company, I'm a damn good time.

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[violaceousviolence]

Sorry, thought I'd mentioned him before for some reason. Yeah, that's him. We meet up a lot.

Ice cubes, huh? I'm intrigued.

[thenormalsquint]

Nope, but it's cool. I just didn't know you knew him too. Go ahead and tell him. He might get jealous, though.

I'm sure you are, but I'm not telling you my tricks. You'll put me out of business.

[violaceousviolence]

Jealous, Anders? I'm not sure that word is in his vocabulary.

Maybe you could SHOW me some of your tricks?

[thenormalsquint]

True. I mean, he's seen my tits already, so it's not like he's missing out. Then again, so have you. Hrm. This isn't working out how I expected it to.

I could, but what's in it for me?

[violaceousviolence]

How were you expecting it to work out?

Well, me?

[thenormalsquint]

For somebody to have a one up on him. I gotta stop taking off my clothes so much.

Tempting. Very tempting, but I need more clarification on what you entails.

[violaceousviolence]

In your defence, Anders is very good at making clothes come off. I was planning on holding out way longer than I did.

Me, naked, ready to have ice cubes strategically applied?

[thenormalsquint]

Let's be honest with each other. I bet you lasted longer than I did with him.

Applied or licked off. Either one works for me. You have a deal.

[violaceousviolence]

Heard him come before he ever saw me naked.

Looking forward to this.

[thenormalsquint]

Tell me you meant that literally because I'm taking it literally.

Now or later? This wasn't actually a booty call, but if you're not turning me down, I'm not saying no.

[violaceousviolence]

If taking it literally means "I heard him orgasm over the phone" then yes, I meant it literally.

I could do now.

[thenormalsquint]

Yeah, you won this round. I was too weak to wait.

I can also do now. Fifteen minutes?

[violaceousviolence]

This is the first time I've made plans to sleep with someone at the same time as finding out that we've been sleeping with the same third person.

Not my usual style.

[thenormalsquint]

Neither is it mine, but we're in a city that encourages us to cuddle, Hel. It was only a matter of time before we bumped uglies with the same person. Might as well accept it and move onto potential threesomes.

Besides, I'm not a jealous woman anyway. [Much.] Anders doesn't belong to me. Hell, I don't even know his last name.

[violaceousviolence]

15 sounds good by the way.

Guess you can't really be jealous here, huh?

[ That is her not talking about what a massively jealous woman she is. ]

[thenormalsquint]

No, you definitely can. Whether it makes sense to is left up to being subjective, but emotions are emotions. We're all still human. Okay, most of us are human, but we all have emotions and the capability of being jealous. It's not a crime.

[This is Angela talking about how she can be a massively jealous woman when she wants to be without actually saying it.]

[violaceousviolence]

Emotions might not be criminal but I sure wish I could turn a whole lot of them off sometimes.

[thenormalsquint]

Emotions are what makes us us. Emotions makes us a whole sight different from psychopaths and sociopaths. Sure, it sucks sometimes, but without pain we can't have pleasure. Without sadness, we can't have joy. No turning them off when it's convenient.

[violaceousviolence]

What do you do when the pain is all that's left?

1/2

[thenormalsquint]

I drink.

[thenormalsquint]

There's never anything but just pain left. There has to be something somewhere that makes you smile. Even if it's just seeing a puppy trying to roll over from it's back, there's always a brighter side to things.

Sometimes for me, that means being able to clock out and go home. Other times it means being able to find happiness in someone else's joy. You just have to look.

[violaceousviolence]

There is a point where nothing's left. Trust me. But I hope you never get there.

[thenormalsquint]

No. I don't believe that. I've seen what people think is nothing left. There's always something. If you can't see it now, you'll find it later. You just have to be open to the possibility of it happening.

I was there once. I swore it would never happen again. That I didn't deserve anything more because I made all the wrong moves. It was years later that I realized I was wrong, but wrong about never having it. I found the other side. Whatever makes you think you have nothing left? I'm not seeing it inside you. Give yourself a second chance.

[violaceousviolence]

[ Okay no, this is getting way too personal, back it up, back it up! ]

I'll try.

[ She won't. ]

[thenormalsquint]

[Excuse you, who told you that you could run from these feelings?]

You know I'm going to hold you to that. I'm annoying like that.

[She will.]

[violaceousviolence]

[ BUT SHE DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR FEELINGS. SHE CAME TO EUDIO TO GET AWAY FROM FEELINGS. ]

That IS annoying.

[ POUT. ]

[thenormalsquint]

You'll get used to it.

[TOO BAD. CUDDLING BRINGS UPON FEELINGS.]